Keeps all my summer memories, and stories from the beggining of 8th grade. It has kept many laughs of mines, and many tears. I’m planning to switch blogs since many people have told it was confusing that I have 2 blogs on one account. I’m not planing to delete this blog but keep it as a remembrance.
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That no matter what I do we’ll never have the same friendship we had once. Where all the laughs were true, and every lie was told because you wanted to protect me, and never to hurt me. But I guess I deicided to put up walls, and you decided to drift. Even though you never said a word of departure, I already know. And it’s ok. But just to let you know everyday I do try hard to be you’re friend. I just sometimes wish you would try too.
Was actually a fun day. School was just school. But HOST was really fun. Smootie club FTW. AHA, so it was at a grreat start my and Tina went up to JD, and was making fun of him. It was fun at first but then… let’s just say he has really really good comebacks. Then I stole a chair from him. In the end I had to sit next to him. It was fun at first but then, everyone was like we were flirting and whatever. AND, no we are not! So I went to go and sit by Kevin. Then Andy, and Tony came by. And Andy was showing his ID. He thought he lost his ID and was like, “IF I DONT FIND MY ID, THERES GONNA BE AN ASS WHIPPING!” cracked me up. Then he was speaking all boater. And Tony remembers me yay. So other than that smoothie club was really fun.
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I feel half of my friends from elementary school and middle school are starting to fade. It hurts soo much. I especially miss my elementry friends. My little sister told me she’s friends with a guy who’s really far away but yet they’re still in contact. I asked her way he’s so important when they’ve never really talked to each other. And she simply told me, “Vannie, he’s my bestest friend because he needs me the most.” And that really stung. Because I remember when I was truly needed by a friend, and I really miss that. I know I sound selfish, conceided, ect. but the feeling of someone needing you makes you feel like a superhero, and it also works the other way around. They depended you, and you depended on them. I hate it; every second feels like someone is taking bits and pieces of my heart away. I’m truly happy for the friends I made this year, and through out middle school. And I’m greatful, for they have saved me from lonliness. But in the end I still feel very sadden by it all.
Today, Omal told me I was gonna get sued because I go by Vannie Samsung. Hahaha, I would really like to see them try. Other than school was just school. I followed my friend Phan throughout most of her classes. And I wasn’t late cool huh? I think that’s the only way I ever get to see her but I’m happy I get to see her at lunch. I talked to an old friend today, and yet it feels as if she’s no longer my friend but a complete total stranger. It kills me alot.
I like him. Although he does the stupidest things that makes me angry, he still knows how to make me smile. Maybe…
I came home from church today and I learned yelling/being mean/ect. to you’re parents is a big No No. But then later on when I was charging my I-pod my brother was messing with it I got really mad at him. And when my mom asked for help on the TV, I was acting really rude to her. Sighs I need anger management. Then my mom asked my dad to come home early from work so she could go to her work place. Turned out my dad came home 2 hours late, sometimes I feel like my dad can be such a big jerk. Right now I feel so bad for my mom.
